February 17, 2009

one of those days
feeling a little broken
just a few cups of coffee
a hot shower, thanks
just need to settle into the p-sets
in a pool of desk-lamp-light
admittedly i am spoiled;
after all, i do have someone
who loves me very much,
and when we’re in the same place
he kisses all of my fingers and toes.
but i often have to wonder –
is it better to love, and lose, and love,
and lose, and love, and lose,
than to never love at all?
don’t misinterpret:
i have no doubts.
i just think, maybe it would be easier
if i weren’t doing this
somedays.
here is why i am doing it anyway:
someday, it won’t be love, lose, love, lose
love, lose anymore –
it will suddenly become
lovelovelovelovelove
and i will forget what the lose
ever felt like.

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