September 23, 2007

it’s getting more real;
i’m starting to feel
more like
i’m home
except, well, i’m
scared as shit, honestly
failing – jesus, did i fail!
it’s funny to think of 
them, so far away
back in hometown
i’m living such a different life
and i think
no – no, i’m sure
(aren’t i sure?)
it’s the life i want.
that’s why i’m doing this,
i’m doing all of this for
myself.
nights like tonight, here
on the Charles
orangepeachymango drinks
procrastination

remember when
four months ago, i was
“in love”?
i always think
no, i mean it!
i guess i’m worried
it’s like that again, but
this time i really want to mean it.

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